Nearly four years from the onset of symptoms, my ALS progression continues. It is impossible to ignore. Lifting a fork or a spoon to my mouth is a huge challenge, so much so that I can feel my days of comfortably dining out coming to a halt. Being hungry and struggling to eat is extremely frustrating. Doing it in front of strangers does not add to the fun. I am now a two-handed eater, supporting my right wrist with my left hand, and still spilling often. I swear I used to be a graceful person, but now there’s an earthquake inside of me, shifting and shaking in ways I can’t control.

My fingers feel stronger than my arms in some ways, but then I try to get my contacts out, and it’s basically just an exercise in hope. Hope this works, hope I don’t stab myself in the eye again, hope somebody comes up with something soon to get some strength back in these hands before I have to consider eye surgery on top of everything else.

I’m not opposed to eye surgery. It would certainly make things a lot easier. But maybe I should just wear my glasses. [Immediate flashback to 3rd grade and a giant pair of purple glasses that covered my face. Then braces. My awkward years were extensive. Character building?] Read More>