I’m having a hate–hate relationship with my Trilogy, which is the BiPAP machine I use to breathe at night. Except, do I actually use it to breathe at night? The fact that I’m unclear about this is the biggest part of the problem.

Back in June, I was in the ER and then the ICU for a case of pneumonia. I had already been told that my breathing levels were on the decline, and the illness didn’t help. I left the hospital with both a cough assist and the Trilogy, and I was told to use the latter every night.

Friends with ALS told me to try the nasal pillow mask, because it was the smallest and most manageable. Little plastic “pillows” fit into your nose and a single strap wraps around your head. Air blows directly into your nostrils all night. But it didn’t work for me, at least not at first, because my mouth kept popping open, shifting the air around and waking me up. So I opted for a full face mask, not unlike an imprisoned serial killer who eats his victims. That’s right, I said his. It was not a good look for me. Read More>